How many people really impress you? If you're like most people, not many. But I think even the most jaded among us will be impressed with what Andre Cazabon (National Film Board) has done. We see this in Catherine Black’s (American Psycho, Loser) intense portrayal of Andre in Letters to a Street Child. Catherine claims she got her inspiration from Andre herself. Catherine was actually instrumental in the whole production, and worked with Andre from day one. “There are some shocking things I could tell you about Andre being a street kid at 13, about her drug addiction, about some of the horrible things that have happened to her, but the most memorable would be the day we walked into the CBC to ask for forty thousand dollars. As we strolled through the doors Andre turned to me and said, “it will be a piece of cake Catherine, I used to be a drug addict.” “And the fact that she has recovered, gone to university, and works in the film industry really is all very shocking. What she has done is something truly courageous: she has gone back to her painful past, looked it over, and realized that she has something to say about it.” Explains Catherine.
Letters to a Street Child is a story about a young girl (Catherine Black) from a safe suburban home who leaves, becomes addicted to glue, and finally is sent off to a treatment center by her parents. In the beginning, she passed this story off as fiction. And why not? Who wants to blab about any part of their past, especially one as difficult as that? But Andre Cazabon couldn't quite do it, She realized that she was in a unique position to explore the issue of drugs and street kids. So she did, And the film was born.
Now, maybe you're thinking "what about the parents? Aren't they to blame for Andre (Catherine Black) being out on the street?" And fair enough. According to Dennis Long, of Breakaway Youth and Family Services in Toronto, about 60-80% of street kids are running away from abuse in the home, whether physical, sexual or psychological. But in Andre's case, her parents were the normal, worrying, over-protective parents most of us know and (try to) love. In the film, Andre (Catherine Black) doesn't blame her parents. She recognizes that they went through an incredibly difficult ordeal when she left home. In the film she follows the parents ordeal to show compassion for the hell that they went through. Andre's parents never forgot the pain of giving custody of their child up to Children's Aid, only to watch, helpless, as Andre acted out even more under their control. Letters to a Street Child is a tribute to love concurring all.
Andre’s mother says, "it's as if we were dead inside. Sometimes we just want to die. We don’t know how to cope anymore." This is not a film for the weak-hearted. It is also not a film full of hard facts and cold statistics. Instead, it's a heartfelt personal essay by someone with the strength to re-examine a part of her life that most people would want to forget. And she has a message that is echoed by the professionals I have spoken to in the field: there are not enough treatment centers out there for young people, there is not enough money or energy being poured into the issue of drug use on the street.
We watch Andre(Catherine Black) at 13 years of age as a street kid, panhandling and getting high. She roams the streets of Toronto, Ottawa and Montreal. During her time on the street her father writes to her. These letters are the subject of her film, Letters To A Street Child. It focuses on the pain parents feel while their children spiral into self-destruction, through voice over conversations. The film also dispels the myth that all street kids come from abused families. It is a true life account of a family torn apart when their daughter, Andre(Catherine Black) takes to the streets for two long years. It is told as a series of letters from the father and the daughter over Andre’s bleak lifestyle of drugs and aimlessness. The father warns the viewer that what happened to their family, could easily happen to anyone. The family is financially comfortable and has done many things together as the father refers to their trip to Acapulco. The daughter, as we learn, in the fathers letters, did very well in school and received prizes for music and sports.
Catherine Black, as Andre is actually hard to watch at times. She grabs your heart with her desolate performance, creating empathy from the viewer. The film is very graphic in its language and situations. For these reasons, it has great power, though sometimes difficult to watch. Several scenes are particularly disturbing. The first involves Andre’s (Catherine Black’s) inability to remember when, “I pissed my pants.” She goes on at length trying to remember if it was last night or the night before, and she asks her partner to remind her to get new pants. Meanwhile he is so spaced out he can’t form sentences. When the next day finally arrives, she is far more keen to get drugs, and her pants are long forgotten. She does state that she would be horrified if her parents saw her soiled pants. However, getting drugs, not pants, is her real priority.
Another scene involves Andre (Black) and her friends waiting behind a dumpster for someone to throw garbage in. As soon as their wait is rewarded, the group happily go through the garbage like kids on Christmas morning. Andre(Catherine Black) is raped just after that, making her pull away from the group as she is clearly too rattled and isolated with her demons to continue in the same way she has been. This is what finally forces her to seek help and reunite with her family. However, the father knows that parental love is not enough and he insists that she go away for rehabilitation first. The family knows that two years on the street cannot be magically washed away. It is Catherine’s transformative performance while Andre is in treatment that is most gripping. This reckless punk rocker is brought to her knees. I think everyone in the theatre had a tear in their eye.
There are no happy endings as the film concludes with the father urging his daughter to use her inner strength to get properly rehabilitated. Which Andre: the real Andre Cazabon, clearly is. Andre was lucky. She knows that many are not, and she's dedicated this film to letting us in on a world many of us try to ignore. Being on the street isn't about being cool, or rebellious, or independent. In a published statement, Andre writes "Wanting to be 'cool' almost killed me when I was 14." Maybe this article has convinced you that we need to put some solid thought into why kids turn to the streets to escape from their lives. But solving the problem involves more than just money. There are a lot of different treatment options out there, and a lot of different views on what we should do to help. There's the idea of "tough love", which says: if your friend/sibling/child won't stay sober or continues to steal from you, cut him out of your life. There's something called "harm reduction", which is a treatment approach that says: we can't make you get off the streets, but here are some things to do to protect yourself. There are methadone programs, which replace heroin with a less destructive addictive drug. There's outpatient treatment, day patient treatment, short-term residential and long-term residential programs. All these things work for some people, some of the time. But is there more that we could be doing? How do we convince the kids who need help to get it? How do we keep more kids from turning to the street? Hopefully this film will shed some light and lend some help.
By Frank Loreto 2004